Ok so I have a question. Why are guys so stupid? They think that they are in love, then they let thier girls walk all over them? I mean HELLO get a clue! They are just using you as a back up. They (the girls) know that their guy isn't going anywhere which gives them free reign over they Guy. I thought about it and I do feel bad for the guys, but only in the beginning. After a while they are just asking for it. If the guys are stupid enough to stay around then they obviously like being treated like this. And if they don't then why don't they get some "guts" and tell the girls to take a flying hike! Guys try to be nice but come on. Some girls just take advantage of guys like that. They know that you aren't going to leave them. So the Girls feel like they can mess around and just go back to their Guys and say that they are sorry and everything is fixed. (if they even say their sorry) It is sickening! (sp?) It makes me want to grab the guy and smack them to see if they realize what is going on. And it makes me want to just scream at the girls. How could they do that to someone that obviously cares about them.

Ok I am done ranting about that for the moment.

Now on to another thing: I AM A BIG GIRL I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. I CAN MAKE MY OWN DESISIONS!!!! Ok I am 19 going on 20. I am responsable. I have an apartment. I have a car. I have tons of things that I have to take care of. So what in the world would make anyone thing that I can't make up my own mind. That I can't see weather someone is ok for me to hang out with for the day? So heres the deal, Unless you are my Mother, Father, Carol or Pastor Mike. Don't try to be. I don't mind when someone just voices their oppinion. No problem what so ever. I do however mind when someone trys to treat me like I am a 2 year old and can't make my own desisions.

Ok that last part may be alittle bit mean but I don't care. It is how I feel.

Love,Peace, and Chicken Grease~