Hurt/Pain/Anger:
This is something I have done to people around me and I am sorry if one of these people is you. I apologize for what ever it is I have done to hurt you. It is also something I have done without meaning to do it. I have hurt some of my best friends and now I have to deal with that. I feel like I am a horriable friend. I am a hugh flirt and this is creating a problem for my friends and I. I don't realize when I am flirting, also some things that other people consider flirting I don't. This creates a problem with miscomunication.

Let me fill you all in on something. I don't want a boyfriend right now! Is that a hugh shock to any of you? I know that some of you think that I am after all these different guys. Or that I am messing around with all these different guys. I hang out with guys becuase girls are so freaking annoying. They are petty, childish, catty.........I could go on and on but I will stop. There are very few girls that I actually like, and get along with. It seems like girls never get out of highschool stupidity. This is one reason I am so glad I am out of highschool and that I never went to public High school. I was homeschooled. If I would have gone to public school I would have been in so many fights, It's not even funny.

Don't think that is all I do. Don't think that I am a violent person. I wouldn't want this to get twisted around and people think that all I do is cause fights to fight. Also I don't want you to think that just becuase you are a girl I am going to automatically hate you or anything. I admit that if I was reading what I just wrote that is what I would think. Its not like that though. I am just saying that I am more comfortable around guys therefore I tend to stick to hanging out with guys.

OK I'm done starting fights now.
Don't hate me.
Red~