Ok so I have a question. Why are guys so stupid? They think that they are in love, then they let thier girls walk all over them? I mean HELLO get a clue! They are just using you as a back up. They (the girls) know that their guy isn't going anywhere which gives them free reign over they Guy. I thought about it and I do feel bad for the guys, but only in the beginning. After a while they are just asking for it. If the guys are stupid enough to stay around then they obviously like being treated like this. And if they don't then why don't they get some "guts" and tell the girls to take a flying hike! Guys try to be nice but come on. Some girls just take advantage of guys like that. They know that you aren't going to leave them. So the Girls feel like they can mess around and just go back to their Guys and say that they are sorry and everything is fixed. (if they even say their sorry) It is sickening! (sp?) It makes me want to grab the guy and smack them to see if they realize what is going on. And it makes me want to just scream at the girls. How could they do that to someone that obviously cares about them.

Ok I am done ranting about that for the moment.

Now on to another thing: I AM A BIG GIRL I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF. I CAN MAKE MY OWN DESISIONS!!!! Ok I am 19 going on 20. I am responsable. I have an apartment. I have a car. I have tons of things that I have to take care of. So what in the world would make anyone thing that I can't make up my own mind. That I can't see weather someone is ok for me to hang out with for the day? So heres the deal, Unless you are my Mother, Father, Carol or Pastor Mike. Don't try to be. I don't mind when someone just voices their oppinion. No problem what so ever. I do however mind when someone trys to treat me like I am a 2 year old and can't make my own desisions.

Ok that last part may be alittle bit mean but I don't care. It is how I feel.

Love,Peace, and Chicken Grease~

I don't know why but I have a really bad feeling about tomorrow night. Maybe I am just crazy but I think something is going to happen tomorrow and I don't think I am going to like it. We shall see. I miss my brother. I really really miss my brother. I am going to see him in two weeks. He lives in Tennesse. It is a long drive but Nate and I are going to go. It should be fun. Lots of stories with that one. ;) I had a very eventful day at work today. The girl that works with me had to go to Office Max and was gone for about 2 hours. There is alot of stuff that happens where I work in 2 hours. Then the Owner of my employment desided to come and work with me. That sucked cause I had to work around him. I had to do my job, the other girls job and then show him how to do things on the computer. And answer the phone in between all of this. But dispite it all I had a good time at work. I don't know maybe it was the Frappacino that I had before I went in. Whatever it was I'm glad becuase I wasn't having the best day before I went in and I was dead tired. But I ended up having a pretty good night and wasn't that tired when I got home. wierd huh?

So tomorrow is the dreaded Day. Valentines Day. I'm not really against it, however I am reminded of my last V-Day. Joe bought me a singing Valentine. 6 Guys in white suites and Red vests came to my apartment and Sang to me. They sang Wild Irish Rose and It's in His Kiss. It was funny,and very sweet of him. One thing that was good about him I guess. OK I'll stop with that now. I am going to try to keep myself busy tomorrow. I am going to clean my apartment. (really really clean) then I am going to meet a friend for Lunch. Then I don't know what I'll do till Danielle gets off work. But when she gets off work I plan on doing something with her. I don't know what after that. It shall be interesting.

Ok I am going to stop boring all of you now. Later

Ok so day two starts. It is very cold out side. I am sick of being sick becuase of the cold weather. I am ready for it to be warmer again. Just think; cook outs, baseball games, going to the beach, sand volleyball, basketball, all that great stuff. Ummm I can't wait. This will be my first summer in the Chicago land area. So I am even more excited then the rest of you. However that also means me getting burnt to a crisp. That's just the way it goes I guess. Lots of sunscreen that's my moto. Plus all the new summer clothes are out! And think, when you are in Church on Sunday's you won't freeze your butt off. Warm... summer... :)

I think that's it for now. I have to call Steve cause we are going to go to see Little Shop of Horror's at 2. Fun stuff!
One more thing. When I told David about my blog he said that he was interested in reading it to see how I go about it. He said that some people take it very seriously, some just don't care what they write, and some are just updating you in their lives. I thought about it a minute and I told him mine will most likely be a mixture of them. I think I will write some very unimportant stuff and then some serious things once in a while. We shall see.

How do you set up a Guest Book? Need help on that one. OK Later
(Danielle I hope this is long enough for you ;p )