So I have rehearsal tomorrow. I also have to go buy a dress tomorrow before work, which means that I have to get up in the morning and go pick out and buy a dress. That sort of sucks cause I don't want to get up. Friday is the Fashion Show already. I am so freaking nervous. I don't know why but all of a sudden it just hit me. This is hugh. What if I mess up and fall or something. I'm sure I'll be fine but what if I do mess something up. It is going to be on TV. It's not like I can just be like yea I did great.. People will actually see me messing up. Ok Enough of that before I really start to freak out. I really need to stop being such a stupid Girl! What is wrong with me. I didn't used to be like this. I will have to work on that.

Oh yea I have heard that there is questions going around if Jon and I are dating or together or anything. The answer is no. We aren't together we just hang out cause well he actually calls me and we are free at the same times. So to put all your worried minds to rest. Jon and I are not together. Now you can sleep safely. Gees people. I can't be around any guy with out you thinking that I am with him.

Nate and I were talking and I was telling him how I want to get into better shape then I am now. So he has desided to put me on a strict diet and exersice schedule. It sucks but I know that it is worth it. So in order for me to stay with it. We have desided that if I eat something that I cannot have or don't work out I can't get on the computer or see my friends. There for I know that I will stay with it. Ok that's it for now I have company I am going to entertain. Later Yall

Love Peace and Chicken Grease.
Red~

Work kinda sucks. Just so that everyone knows that. I worked 11 hours Saturday 11 Hours on Sunday and 10 Hours Today. Long freaking days. My feet hurt cause I was in heels the whole time.

For future reference never ever give my phone number out to anyone that is trying to pick me up!!!!

OK I am done now before I get into trouble with my talking. I have to sensor my self a little bit now. I don't want everyone to get mad at me. So I just shut up and stay out of trouble. Oh well. Maybe soon I will just blow up and let everything out and then end up probably everyone mad at me.

Love Peace and Chicken Grease
Red~