This past week had been a very interesting one. I have come to know a person that I was just merely accaintances with. I didn't think I would become as close to this person as I have and I am so glad that I have taken the time to know them. (this person will from here on out be referred to as X) To X I want to thank you and tell you that I love you no matter what happens in the future.

For all of you who asked and or read this, My fashion show went awsome. I had a ton of fun. I met so very interesting people. I got some pictures as soon as I figure it out I will post them Promise. Thank you too all of you who prayed for the show to go well.

Work sucks. That's all I can really say about that subject.

To all of my friends back home: I miss you all very very much. I will see you guys soon when I come home for Randy's Birthday Party. You have to let me know what is planned. Randy, I hope you are having fun with your new apartment. I had some stuff I could have really used you to be here for. (sorry if that doesn't make any sense.)
I can't wait to see you.

OK Here goes. This has gone to far. I will now atempt to straighten everything out.
Jon, You know we aren't dating. Stop antagonizing people. It gets me in trouble.
Joe, Jon isn't attacking you. He actually was sympathizing with you. He was saying that he understands your feelings. If anything he was telling me that I am a bit** for not realizing how hurt you are by all of this. Also about him being 21 and knowledgeable, he said that he is ONLY 21 however he does know quiet a bit about alot of things.
Now this is finished. No more. I don't want to hear anything else about it unless it is "dude I misunderstood what you said." That goes for both of you!
Me, who ever the heck you are. Stay out of business you don't know about you moron.
I think that is everything I am going to straighten out right now.

Anna, Thank you sweety for agreeing with me on Jon's blog. I also agree with you and what you said about them not reading it.

I really hate it when friends fight. Mostly becuase I can't stand to see them mad and hurting each other. It afects everyone they are around. Sometimes I feel like my life is a freaking Soap Opera. This friend is mad at this friend.. This guy likes this girl who likes this other guy who likes this other girl... and on and on and on.... When will it ever end? Will my life always be filled with such drama? Will I ever feel like I don't have to play peace maker all the time. To answer my question. Probably not. It will most likely always have a life filled with drama. I just hope that someday my children don't have to deal with all the crap I have had to deal with. However I know that my children will have crap all there own to deal with. Sometimes I think... Is any of this going to matter in 5 or 10 years. I don't know. I know that stupid stuff isn't so why bother. It is in my nature I guess. I have it. My new goal is to not worry about the small stuff or the stuff that I am not directly involved in. I hope I can do this.

Ok that is enough said for now. Good night to all. I love you and take care.

I am very mad... i just lost a very long post. STUPID KEYBOARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh well I will just post it tomorrow. or I should say later today.

People are crazy!

Ok here's something new. I have just been informed that certain people are "concerned" about how I make my money and how I can manage to have an apartment, car, and still buy stuff.... Here's another thought. How I make my money and how I support myself is my business and no one elses. Therefore stop "worrying" about me. I am not doing anything dishonest. I'm not starving. My parents aren't taking care of me. If you have a problem with this then mind your own dang business! So stop asking my roommates and trying to find out where it is coming from. If you have a question about it ask me if you don't have to balls to do that then obviously isn't not your place to discuss with anyone else.

Money is to dang important to people. Leave me alone about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't borrow money, I don't gamble it away so why do you worry about it? This is a subject that I have very strong feelings about. Just leave it alone!