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Friday, April 11, 2003

Hey all. It is so beautiful out today. I think I am going to wash my car and clean it out. That way I can be outside but still get something done. Ok well I am going to go out and enjoy the day now. Later
RED~

Wednesday, April 09, 2003

What's up? Ok what is going on with everyone getting engaged? All around me are people making mistakes, mistakes that will change their lives forever. Enough. Later Y'all

Red~

Monday, April 07, 2003

Hurt/Pain/Anger:
This is something I have done to people around me and I am sorry if one of these people is you. I apologize for what ever it is I have done to hurt you. It is also something I have done without meaning to do it. I have hurt some of my best friends and now I have to deal with that. I feel like I am a horriable friend. I am a hugh flirt and this is creating a problem for my friends and I. I don't realize when I am flirting, also some things that other people consider flirting I don't. This creates a problem with miscomunication.

Let me fill you all in on something. I don't want a boyfriend right now! Is that a hugh shock to any of you? I know that some of you think that I am after all these different guys. Or that I am messing around with all these different guys. I hang out with guys becuase girls are so freaking annoying. They are petty, childish, catty.........I could go on and on but I will stop. There are very few girls that I actually like, and get along with. It seems like girls never get out of highschool stupidity. This is one reason I am so glad I am out of highschool and that I never went to public High school. I was homeschooled. If I would have gone to public school I would have been in so many fights, It's not even funny.

Don't think that is all I do. Don't think that I am a violent person. I wouldn't want this to get twisted around and people think that all I do is cause fights to fight. Also I don't want you to think that just becuase you are a girl I am going to automatically hate you or anything. I admit that if I was reading what I just wrote that is what I would think. Its not like that though. I am just saying that I am more comfortable around guys therefore I tend to stick to hanging out with guys.

OK I'm done starting fights now.
Don't hate me.
Red~