hey everyone. Just thought I would stop in. I have been so busy hectic. I don't know when I'm coming or going anymore. I run around like a freaking chicken with my head cut off. Dang.
Ok so I leave in 2 days. TWO............So soon. so much to do. right now my resumes are printing. that takes forever. 80 stupid resumes. then i have to cut them and staple them to the back of my pictures.
one good thing. I did get my comp cards and my blowups yesterday. that was a good piece of mind.
ok i have to go now. lots of stuff to do.
PRAY FOR ME please!!!!!!!
You can't imagine how much love you have until you have a baby
Friday, July 18, 2003
Tuesday, July 15, 2003
Sad, hurt, crying, this is my emotions. No one knows the reasons. Even if you think you know the reasons you don't. You have no idea.
I can't explain the feelings inside. I have had so much stress in my life this past few weeks. I have stopped sleeping and when I do sleep I have horriable nightmares. I can't handle this. I can't really eat. I get sick to my stomach when I eat. All I want is this feeling to end. It won't though. I don't know how to make this stop. I can't make this stop. I can't make this go away. Please God make it go away. Please.
I can't explain the feelings inside. I have had so much stress in my life this past few weeks. I have stopped sleeping and when I do sleep I have horriable nightmares. I can't handle this. I can't really eat. I get sick to my stomach when I eat. All I want is this feeling to end. It won't though. I don't know how to make this stop. I can't make this stop. I can't make this go away. Please God make it go away. Please.
Monday, July 14, 2003
Hey everyone, I'm still here. I know it's been a while since I posted last. Ok let me think about what has happend since then.
On the 3rd I went downtown to see the fireworks. It was so cool. I love fire works. They were the best I have ever seen. However there were too many people.
On the 4th I worked. That sucked. The 5th I worked. Then we had a picture scavenger hunt. That was so much fun. My team (Brandon, Olivia, Danielle, Jenny and I) tied with Kristin's team (Kristin, Dave, sorry but i dont remember who else was on that team). It took place downtown Chicago. It was awsome. I found out some interesting facts too. Like the biggest Nemo stuffed toy in the Disney store costs $498.00. That is expensive!!!!
What else? Um this week was mostly spent with sleepless nights and if I did sleep I had horriable dreams. Like scary nightmare dreams. (no i am not going to tell you why. if you don't already know)
I got my headshots back from work. They are so cool. My other pictures should be done by the end of the week.
Thursday Anna and I got together and hung out all night. That was fun. We died her hair. Got alot of talking done in that amount of time. Fun times.
Friday Olivia and Brandon got married!!!!!!!!!! Yea for them. They both looked fabulous. All of the bridal party looked great too. I got to dance with Tony there too. That was fun. All together I had a good time at there wedding.
Saturday my Mom and Holly came into town and we went Downtown Shopping!!! To get ready for NY. I got lots of new stuff but not nearly enough. ( always not enough) Then yesterday (sunday) Holly and I had our mini IMTA (practice for ny). Nate and my Mom came to watch us. I had a blast. But it was super long. I was there from 9:20 am (we were late, sopposed to be there at 9:00am) till 10:00 pm. Nate video taped it for me. I still have to watch it to see how I did. I think I messed it up completely but no one else noticed.
I slept 11 hours last night. about. I needed that sleep so bad.
I leave in a week to go to NY. I am getting nervous. Please pray for me. Pray that I don't get sick and that I have a safe flight and I get enough rest.
Ok I think that is enough to read now. I will try to post again this week.
Later all, Red
On the 3rd I went downtown to see the fireworks. It was so cool. I love fire works. They were the best I have ever seen. However there were too many people.
On the 4th I worked. That sucked. The 5th I worked. Then we had a picture scavenger hunt. That was so much fun. My team (Brandon, Olivia, Danielle, Jenny and I) tied with Kristin's team (Kristin, Dave, sorry but i dont remember who else was on that team). It took place downtown Chicago. It was awsome. I found out some interesting facts too. Like the biggest Nemo stuffed toy in the Disney store costs $498.00. That is expensive!!!!
What else? Um this week was mostly spent with sleepless nights and if I did sleep I had horriable dreams. Like scary nightmare dreams. (no i am not going to tell you why. if you don't already know)
I got my headshots back from work. They are so cool. My other pictures should be done by the end of the week.
Thursday Anna and I got together and hung out all night. That was fun. We died her hair. Got alot of talking done in that amount of time. Fun times.
Friday Olivia and Brandon got married!!!!!!!!!! Yea for them. They both looked fabulous. All of the bridal party looked great too. I got to dance with Tony there too. That was fun. All together I had a good time at there wedding.
Saturday my Mom and Holly came into town and we went Downtown Shopping!!! To get ready for NY. I got lots of new stuff but not nearly enough. ( always not enough) Then yesterday (sunday) Holly and I had our mini IMTA (practice for ny). Nate and my Mom came to watch us. I had a blast. But it was super long. I was there from 9:20 am (we were late, sopposed to be there at 9:00am) till 10:00 pm. Nate video taped it for me. I still have to watch it to see how I did. I think I messed it up completely but no one else noticed.
I slept 11 hours last night. about. I needed that sleep so bad.
I leave in a week to go to NY. I am getting nervous. Please pray for me. Pray that I don't get sick and that I have a safe flight and I get enough rest.
Ok I think that is enough to read now. I will try to post again this week.
Later all, Red
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