Well Christmas came and went and it still didn't feel like it was here or it is gone. I don't know what it was maybe becuase of no snow. I think I shall blame it on that. (works for me)

For the first time since I was little we had a family gathering and there were no fights. NONE..... now that is a record for us. Im not exagerating eather...litteraly ever time we have a family get together someone ends up getting in a fight with someone else. I don't know what it is. I actually had a good time with my brothers and sisters after wards too. We played Battle of the Sexs...which was a ball..... then we played Gesters..(don't think i spelled that right) which was freaking hilarous.... Watching everyone act out words is a great time... I am not being sarcastic eather.

Tonight is Danielles sisters wedding. Good luck.. hope everything goes well. I am going to Sarahs with Kristin we are exchanging gifts and staying there tonight. Good times. I am very excited about this because I was thinking and the last time just the Three of us did something to gether was........... it's sad but I don't even remember when....maybe when I still lived back here so maybe 1.5 yrs ago..if not longer. Wow it makes me realize how much I miss them.

I was such a bum today. I didn't wake up until somewhere between 10:30-12:00 I dont remember exactaly. Then I layed on the couch and watched tv all day I didn't even take a shower until like 5:00 pm... how grose is that? Yea but it felt really good. I haven't been able to relax like that in forever. Have nothing to do all day and just relax o yea..... heaven.

Well I think I am done posting for now I'll write more later,
Later all,
Erin Sue

"I want a man to stand beside me, not in front of or behind me, I want two arms to hold me not own me, I want a man that stands beside me"

I am at my parents house. It's funny. I haven't really been here in a while yet sometimes it feels like I still live here. Also it doesn't really feel like Christmas.
I mean I know it is but it just doesn't feel like Christmas time.
I think that might have something to do with the fact that we don't have any snow..(at my rents house) so to me it doesn't feel like it's Christmas time yet. Im just not in the mood I guess.

side note: I am thinking about not coming home for Christmas next year and just skipping it. I don't know. Maybe if I skip it one year then I'll really want it the next year. I'll have to wait until next year to deside though.

I have talked to Jon 2 times since he has been in Flordia...he said its 75 and nice out there. Yea you suck Jon. I mean if it isn't snowing then I want it really warm not just sort of cold and nothing.

I miss some of my friends. I'm not talking about my friend at my parents house cause I miss all of them. I'm talking about the people that I started hanging out with in VP to begin with. Oh well guess I should just get used to that....seeing as how I'm going to be out of the area for very long periods of time soon.

With Christmas almost over Kristins wedding seems so much more real to me and so much sooner then I thought. It exciting in a way.

I think I'm done for now. however I may post again tomorrow,
Merry Christmas all,
Love
Red