Hey everyone Sorry it's been so long. I have been busy. I'll give you a brief update on my life.
I have moved to Camanche Iowa. I have a new boyfriend. I am going to school in Davenport Iowa starting in January. My sister gets Married in a few weeks. Yep that's about all I would like to share right now.
I gots to go now. I'll talk to you later all....call me sometime my number is still the same...
LATER
RED
Sunday, November 21, 2004
Ok so I guess I'll just let everyone know at the same time. I am no longer moving to California right now. This doesn't mean I won't move there at all it is just getting post poned for now. I think that I will be living with Randy and going to school in Davenport then move. How am I handleing this???? DRUNK>..not really but I did drink the first day I desided I wasn't moving right now. I drank alot. All is good for now. I'll talk to you all later.
Red.
PS>>>>Anna, what up girl? Call me sometime and we'll party. PEace
Red.
PS>>>>Anna, what up girl? Call me sometime and we'll party. PEace
Thursday, November 11, 2004
Well I thought an update would be good since i haven't done one in so long. But there really isn't much to update. Yet another apartment fell through...that makes about 4 now...yea I'm begining to think that I shouldn't move or something. I don't know what to do anymore so I'm not going to worry about it.
Sometimes I think I should be a couples councelor. In the past few weeks I have been the inbetween person for many couples. Its crazy.
Thats it. oh yea Paulina and I went ring shopping for her engagment ring, so I can tell Chris which one see likes and then he can go from there.
That has been about as much excitement that I've had lately.
OK BYE NOW
Sometimes I think I should be a couples councelor. In the past few weeks I have been the inbetween person for many couples. Its crazy.
Thats it. oh yea Paulina and I went ring shopping for her engagment ring, so I can tell Chris which one see likes and then he can go from there.
That has been about as much excitement that I've had lately.
OK BYE NOW
Well I thought an update would be good since i haven't done one in so long. But there really isn't much to update. Yet another apartment fell through...that makes about 4 now...yea I'm begining to think that I shouldn't move or something. I don't know what to do anymore so I'm not going to worry about it.
Sometimes I think I should be a couples councelor. In the past few weeks I have been the inbetween person for many couples. Its crazy.
Thats it. oh yea Paulina and I went ring shopping for her engagment ring, so I can tell Chris which one see likes and then he can go from there.
That has been about as much excitement that I've had lately.
OK BYE NOW
Sometimes I think I should be a couples councelor. In the past few weeks I have been the inbetween person for many couples. Its crazy.
Thats it. oh yea Paulina and I went ring shopping for her engagment ring, so I can tell Chris which one see likes and then he can go from there.
That has been about as much excitement that I've had lately.
OK BYE NOW
Friday, November 05, 2004
In the past month or so I have tried not to get into any type of Religious or Political debats. Well seeing as how they intertwine I really have tried to stay away from them. The fact is I just get way to worked up about it and I get down right defensive and angry when people seem so blatenly blinded my the media and outside sorces as to which canidate would serve our country better. However I am sick and tired of being quiet and shutting my mouth when I have alot of built up shit to say.......so here goes...........
First of all you people that voted for Kerry, did you not pay any attention to anything that has been going on? From what I have gotten from just about everyone that voted for him you did it because he was "agianst" the war. However, what's funny is that he wasn't at the start of the war, he was on FILM>>>RECORDED saying that he completely backs what President Bush is doing and if he were in his shoes he would do the same. BUT I guess you didn't see that now did you. Or lets talk about how he can't make up his mind and keep the same oppinion about an issue, any issue for that matter. He was out to say anything that would get him votes. A person like that I sure as hell can't trust. I mean if he changes his mind every five minutes do you really think his is capable of running a country? I DON'T!!!! Also what about his amry time? What he got a purple heart? What he purposefully wounded himself so that he could get that? What? Oh yea that's right....He also sold his "brothers in arms" out when he got back and didn't take care of them over there? OH YEA THATS RIGHT>>....
Now Let's talk about President Bush. I know alot of people who do not like this man basically becuase he has started a war and it is still going on. Now what most of you don't understand or fail to realize is that he started this war so there wouldn't be anymore later on. It isn't done yet because they don't want to have to repeat this war in 10 or 15 years. We are over there taking care of business so we don't have to do it agian later. I mean if you want the war to be over so badly maybe you should just think if you want this war to start agian in a few years when its YOUR CHILDREN over in Iraq? I have alot of friends and family in the war, or who have been in the milatary. I strongly support and agree with the actions President Bush has taken and just pray that everything will be taken care of soon and pray that the soilders are safe.
Along with the war I have been told that some of the reasons people do not like President Bush is because "he's too busy worring about other counrty's and his is falling apart" OK, lets look at this statement.... I dont think that this country is going to just stop running anytime soon. He does care about this country or else he WOULDN"T LIVE HERE, he is trying to take care of his country by stopping the problems coming into this country from other countrys. Yea alot of money has gone to this war, but alot more money could be wasted if it didn't get taken care of.
One more thing, why don't all of you who have problems with President Bush stop talking about it and bitching about it and write a letter and suggest solutions instead of just pointing out the problems, everyone knows the problems, however if you have such a strong feeling about it enough to bitch that is, do something about it, write a letter to President Bush or your State Senator, or the Govoner. DO SOMETHING OTHER THEN JUST BITCH OR SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*****this message is not a personal attack on any one person ************
First of all you people that voted for Kerry, did you not pay any attention to anything that has been going on? From what I have gotten from just about everyone that voted for him you did it because he was "agianst" the war. However, what's funny is that he wasn't at the start of the war, he was on FILM>>>RECORDED saying that he completely backs what President Bush is doing and if he were in his shoes he would do the same. BUT I guess you didn't see that now did you. Or lets talk about how he can't make up his mind and keep the same oppinion about an issue, any issue for that matter. He was out to say anything that would get him votes. A person like that I sure as hell can't trust. I mean if he changes his mind every five minutes do you really think his is capable of running a country? I DON'T!!!! Also what about his amry time? What he got a purple heart? What he purposefully wounded himself so that he could get that? What? Oh yea that's right....He also sold his "brothers in arms" out when he got back and didn't take care of them over there? OH YEA THATS RIGHT>>....
Now Let's talk about President Bush. I know alot of people who do not like this man basically becuase he has started a war and it is still going on. Now what most of you don't understand or fail to realize is that he started this war so there wouldn't be anymore later on. It isn't done yet because they don't want to have to repeat this war in 10 or 15 years. We are over there taking care of business so we don't have to do it agian later. I mean if you want the war to be over so badly maybe you should just think if you want this war to start agian in a few years when its YOUR CHILDREN over in Iraq? I have alot of friends and family in the war, or who have been in the milatary. I strongly support and agree with the actions President Bush has taken and just pray that everything will be taken care of soon and pray that the soilders are safe.
Along with the war I have been told that some of the reasons people do not like President Bush is because "he's too busy worring about other counrty's and his is falling apart" OK, lets look at this statement.... I dont think that this country is going to just stop running anytime soon. He does care about this country or else he WOULDN"T LIVE HERE, he is trying to take care of his country by stopping the problems coming into this country from other countrys. Yea alot of money has gone to this war, but alot more money could be wasted if it didn't get taken care of.
One more thing, why don't all of you who have problems with President Bush stop talking about it and bitching about it and write a letter and suggest solutions instead of just pointing out the problems, everyone knows the problems, however if you have such a strong feeling about it enough to bitch that is, do something about it, write a letter to President Bush or your State Senator, or the Govoner. DO SOMETHING OTHER THEN JUST BITCH OR SHUT THE HELL UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*****this message is not a personal attack on any one person ************
Saturday, October 30, 2004
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare, the shadow in the backround in the moore.
i miss you, miss you.......
I'm gonna tear your ass up like we just got married.
What's wrong baby, don't they treat you like they should, did you take um for it, for every penny that you could.............if you don't don't hunny then you don't
Another sunny day in Califoria, some times I wish that it would rain here, and wash the west coast dreamin from my eyes..............
get up come on get down with the sickness.............
so take your cap and leave my sweater we have nothing left to weather, in fact you'll feel a whole lot better, but you'll think of me...............
too much shit has happened in the past few days. I mean seriously. I think need to just get out of here, or vanish from life as we know it....or maybe just join a cult, they aren't aloud to have problems right????
f*** it, i'm out
i miss you, miss you.......
I'm gonna tear your ass up like we just got married.
What's wrong baby, don't they treat you like they should, did you take um for it, for every penny that you could.............if you don't don't hunny then you don't
Another sunny day in Califoria, some times I wish that it would rain here, and wash the west coast dreamin from my eyes..............
get up come on get down with the sickness.............
so take your cap and leave my sweater we have nothing left to weather, in fact you'll feel a whole lot better, but you'll think of me...............
too much shit has happened in the past few days. I mean seriously. I think need to just get out of here, or vanish from life as we know it....or maybe just join a cult, they aren't aloud to have problems right????
f*** it, i'm out
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
I can't stand the way some people get so attached so freaking fast. I mean seriously let me breath!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, I went to my cousin Sara Leonard's wedding this last Saturday. It was beautiful but seriously way to long. It was a Catholic wedding so it was a full mass and whatever, 1.5-2 hour wedding. Before the wedding everyone decided to be stupid and discover that my cousin Dustin and I are the only two on the Leonard side that are not yet married. YEAH THAT WAS FUN. All night at the reception we had people asking us when we were planning on getting married. I told him he had to go first and he said lets forget about it and have a drink. I said that sounded like a great idea. So we sat outside for a while having a few beers, being unsocial, and bitter while everyone else was inside. Well that didn't last all night. My cousin Danish, his sister, decided that we needed to dance so she started setting him up with single girls and me with single guys to dance with. I told her thank you but I really didn't need her help if I wanted to dance with someone I would just ask them, and went to get another drink. Well I am the youngest of the Leonards so they decided to get me drunk. Yea I was fine until I smoked a peach Cigar. I felt everything I had drank at that point. So I called a friend to come get me when the reception was over but my cousins didn't want to stop partying yet so we ended up at a bar in Clinton. I had a few drinks there and then left. I stayed at friends house cause I couldn't even walk let alone drive anywhere. Needless to say I haven't had anything to drink since Saturday. I don't really plan on it either.
I miss Sarah Jean. I haven't seen or talked to her in a while. I call her but she never calls me back. I'm waiting for her to call me so I guess I'll be waiting a while......oh well.....I just miss her.
Ok I think I'm done posting for a while now.
BYE BYE
Anyway, I went to my cousin Sara Leonard's wedding this last Saturday. It was beautiful but seriously way to long. It was a Catholic wedding so it was a full mass and whatever, 1.5-2 hour wedding. Before the wedding everyone decided to be stupid and discover that my cousin Dustin and I are the only two on the Leonard side that are not yet married. YEAH THAT WAS FUN. All night at the reception we had people asking us when we were planning on getting married. I told him he had to go first and he said lets forget about it and have a drink. I said that sounded like a great idea. So we sat outside for a while having a few beers, being unsocial, and bitter while everyone else was inside. Well that didn't last all night. My cousin Danish, his sister, decided that we needed to dance so she started setting him up with single girls and me with single guys to dance with. I told her thank you but I really didn't need her help if I wanted to dance with someone I would just ask them, and went to get another drink. Well I am the youngest of the Leonards so they decided to get me drunk. Yea I was fine until I smoked a peach Cigar. I felt everything I had drank at that point. So I called a friend to come get me when the reception was over but my cousins didn't want to stop partying yet so we ended up at a bar in Clinton. I had a few drinks there and then left. I stayed at friends house cause I couldn't even walk let alone drive anywhere. Needless to say I haven't had anything to drink since Saturday. I don't really plan on it either.
I miss Sarah Jean. I haven't seen or talked to her in a while. I call her but she never calls me back. I'm waiting for her to call me so I guess I'll be waiting a while......oh well.....I just miss her.
Ok I think I'm done posting for a while now.
BYE BYE
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Randy and I went to California this past weekend. It was a good and bad time. Mostly good though. The reason we went was for me to meet my new roommate and see the house and bla bla bla, ya well that didn't work becuase he blew us off. So I didn't get to see him or the house and now I am back to square one looking for a place now. However we did have a ton of fun. We played in the ocean. We stayed on Ocean Ave. lots of fun. We layed on the beach and watch some dolphins jump out in the deep blue. We were both so bumed when we had to come back it's not even funny. We didn't want to leave. Now becuase I have to start from scratch all over again I am stuck here even longer. DAMN IT>>>>>
I'll get out of here eventually, just not soon enough for me.
Later all,
Erin
I'll get out of here eventually, just not soon enough for me.
Later all,
Erin
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Have you ever lost a best friend? If you have then you know what it feels like. Mostly it just hurts and sometimes depending on the reason for losing that friend, it makes you angry. Angry because sometimes it's nothing that you did, it is just something that you can not change. Even if you could change it maybe you wouldn't. This is something I've had to deal with lately. I've tried not to get too upset about it or to just tell my self that I haven't really lost a best friend. That we just grew apart a bit. Well I guess that we grew apart more then could be helped. However I don't really know if any of this is my fault. I think that I should take some responsibility in it however I don't really think I am responsible for it. It hurts.
I was discussing this with another best friend of mine, we agreed to never, NEVER let this happen to us. I don't think I would be able to handle that. All I know is, it suprises you who your real friends are in the end. I know that this isn't the end. Still, it feels like it is the end of one chapter of my life and the beginning of a new chapter, I just wish this particular friend would be there through the next stage too. It sucks but I guess I should get used to it.
If anyone from College Group still reads this I miss you guys and tell Carol and Mike I say Hi, and give the girls a hug and kiss for me.
Right now I am in a pity mood so I'll stop typing before it gets too bad.
Good night all,
Strawberry Shortcake
I was discussing this with another best friend of mine, we agreed to never, NEVER let this happen to us. I don't think I would be able to handle that. All I know is, it suprises you who your real friends are in the end. I know that this isn't the end. Still, it feels like it is the end of one chapter of my life and the beginning of a new chapter, I just wish this particular friend would be there through the next stage too. It sucks but I guess I should get used to it.
If anyone from College Group still reads this I miss you guys and tell Carol and Mike I say Hi, and give the girls a hug and kiss for me.
Right now I am in a pity mood so I'll stop typing before it gets too bad.
Good night all,
Strawberry Shortcake
Thursday, September 23, 2004
"Tell me what I have to do tonight cause I'd do anything to make it right.......Let's be us again..."
"Look at me I'm way past pride....."
"Here I stand with everything to lose..... won't up open up your heart and let me come back in?"
"Baby please..... I'm reaching out for you......" "Let's be us again......" "Let's be us again.........."
"Look at me I'm way past pride....."
"Here I stand with everything to lose..... won't up open up your heart and let me come back in?"
"Baby please..... I'm reaching out for you......" "Let's be us again......" "Let's be us again.........."
Monday, September 20, 2004
Alot of things happen when people go out together and have a good time. For example lets talk about this past weekend. Jon came into town and He, Randy, Mitchell and I were going to go out bar slumming. Well we got over to Clinton (which for those of you who don't know, it's about 30 min from my parents house) and Jon forgot his ID back at my parents house so the four of us set out for my parents to pick it up. By the time we got back into Clinton Mitchell wanted to be home so he could get some sleep for the next day, so we dropped him off and we started out our night. We went to one bar and got a pitcher. We were laughing and joking around and having a good time. We were talking just about a lot of different stuff. Basically just getting everything off our chests about old things and new. Then we went to another bar and got even more off our chests. Then the bar closed so we went to Country Kitchen and finished with just having fun and talking ALOT>......
Main lesson learned during this experience: when drinking with friends be prepared to learn stuff you may not really want to know, or hurts alot to be told you were right.
On other news I found a house in LA....I hope I get this one anyway.
I went on to Roommates.com and put my profile up so that I could possibly find a room quickly. Well I did find someone that I was intersted in there apartment and they were interested in having me as a roommate. Well the more I learn about this place the better it gets. If I don't get this house I will be seriously disappointed.
Let me discribe it for you: It is a house with 5 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, a big kitchen, a living room and dinning room. It has a jaqusie out the back door and then steps leading to the Beach and my room will have a balcony over looking the Ocean. OK can it get any better? Oh yea it can..... There is only 1 person that lives there now and he is only looking for 1 roommate. He is gone 3 weeks out of the month and just basically wants someone to watch the house while he's gone. All utilities are included and there is cable and internet also. All this for only $350 a month.
Everyone pray that I get this house. I would be so happy if I did. I am pretty sure I'll get it. I mean I've talked to the guy on the phone and he already told me that I basically sound perfect for what he's looking for. Which is awesome.
I think that is enough info for this time.
Later all,
Erin
Main lesson learned during this experience: when drinking with friends be prepared to learn stuff you may not really want to know, or hurts alot to be told you were right.
On other news I found a house in LA....I hope I get this one anyway.
I went on to Roommates.com and put my profile up so that I could possibly find a room quickly. Well I did find someone that I was intersted in there apartment and they were interested in having me as a roommate. Well the more I learn about this place the better it gets. If I don't get this house I will be seriously disappointed.
Let me discribe it for you: It is a house with 5 bedrooms, 3 bathrooms, a big kitchen, a living room and dinning room. It has a jaqusie out the back door and then steps leading to the Beach and my room will have a balcony over looking the Ocean. OK can it get any better? Oh yea it can..... There is only 1 person that lives there now and he is only looking for 1 roommate. He is gone 3 weeks out of the month and just basically wants someone to watch the house while he's gone. All utilities are included and there is cable and internet also. All this for only $350 a month.
Everyone pray that I get this house. I would be so happy if I did. I am pretty sure I'll get it. I mean I've talked to the guy on the phone and he already told me that I basically sound perfect for what he's looking for. Which is awesome.
I think that is enough info for this time.
Later all,
Erin
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Song: "My Happy Ending" Artist: Avril Lavigne
Lyrics: "we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it...." "All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending"
I have decided to follow just about everyone else in the blogging community and list a song and the top of my post....However I do not believe this will be an every time thing..Possibly just this once.
I have gotten all of my paper work from school. I was a bit discouraged when I was going over the cost of the school year but then I got a great idea. I can just do what everyone else does and apply for grants and loans.....So then I of course fall into the student category once again. Oh happy day. I will soon be on a campus once again getting into the studying and no sleep I once had before. At least this time it will be something I want to do rather then just something I have to do.
I got in contact with potential roommates. Most of which were guys. I think that I would be more compatible with guy roommates then girls. I have a feeling I may just kill a girl roommate. However if that's all I can find I will have to deal with it. We shall see what the future holds.
So I'm tossing an idea around regarding my life. This idea requires a long term commitment. I don't know if I am going to be able to do this or not but I will most definitely post more regarding this matter when I have made a final decision.
I'm going to bed now,
Later all,
Erin
PS if you would like me to E-mail you directions to get to my parents house for Saturday then you need to let me know, People I already have been informed of would be as follows; Matheson, Jon/Newman, Steve.... That's it so far just let me know if you are coming or not.
BYE BYE FOR REAL NOW
: lets talk this over, it's not like we're dead, is it something I did, is it something I said........ :
Lyrics: "we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it...." "All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending"
I have decided to follow just about everyone else in the blogging community and list a song and the top of my post....However I do not believe this will be an every time thing..Possibly just this once.
I have gotten all of my paper work from school. I was a bit discouraged when I was going over the cost of the school year but then I got a great idea. I can just do what everyone else does and apply for grants and loans.....So then I of course fall into the student category once again. Oh happy day. I will soon be on a campus once again getting into the studying and no sleep I once had before. At least this time it will be something I want to do rather then just something I have to do.
I got in contact with potential roommates. Most of which were guys. I think that I would be more compatible with guy roommates then girls. I have a feeling I may just kill a girl roommate. However if that's all I can find I will have to deal with it. We shall see what the future holds.
So I'm tossing an idea around regarding my life. This idea requires a long term commitment. I don't know if I am going to be able to do this or not but I will most definitely post more regarding this matter when I have made a final decision.
I'm going to bed now,
Later all,
Erin
PS if you would like me to E-mail you directions to get to my parents house for Saturday then you need to let me know, People I already have been informed of would be as follows; Matheson, Jon/Newman, Steve.... That's it so far just let me know if you are coming or not.
BYE BYE FOR REAL NOW
: lets talk this over, it's not like we're dead, is it something I did, is it something I said........ :
Monday, September 06, 2004
What's up all.
The last few days I've been freaking out because of Isaac being in the hurricane I finally got to talk to him last night and everything is OK. He's fine and nothing major happened to his house or his family there or anything like that. Now however there is another one headed for florida....I don't think it's going to hit him though. It's headed for the southern part of florida and may not even go to the eastern part where Isaac lives. I'm just glad it's over and he is ok.
Lets see what else is happening? I went to see Joe play last night but I missed him playing because the book that says whats going on all weekend had it printed wrong. That sucked but whatever... I got to meet the people in his band they seemed ok. They won second place which is awesome. I'm glad they did.
My life is so boring since I moved back here I have to get in gear so that I can move in a few weeks. I would like to go visit a few people first though but we'll see what happens. I may just be leaving in two weeks from today...If I can get everything set up and taken care of.
My dad is competeing in a car show today at Melon Days. I doubt he wins anything but it would be cool if he did. He's still fixing up the car...
Ok one more thing.....If you read this and I like you and get along with you then you are invited to my parents house Saturday the 18th of September this is giving all of you time to deside if you want to come or not. If you do e-mail me or call me or something and I'll give you directions to get there and any other info you may need. I'm pretty sure it will be taking place when ever people show up. I'm going to be having a bon fire and volleyball and food and all that good stuff.
Ok Peace....
EsE
The last few days I've been freaking out because of Isaac being in the hurricane I finally got to talk to him last night and everything is OK. He's fine and nothing major happened to his house or his family there or anything like that. Now however there is another one headed for florida....I don't think it's going to hit him though. It's headed for the southern part of florida and may not even go to the eastern part where Isaac lives. I'm just glad it's over and he is ok.
Lets see what else is happening? I went to see Joe play last night but I missed him playing because the book that says whats going on all weekend had it printed wrong. That sucked but whatever... I got to meet the people in his band they seemed ok. They won second place which is awesome. I'm glad they did.
My life is so boring since I moved back here I have to get in gear so that I can move in a few weeks. I would like to go visit a few people first though but we'll see what happens. I may just be leaving in two weeks from today...If I can get everything set up and taken care of.
My dad is competeing in a car show today at Melon Days. I doubt he wins anything but it would be cool if he did. He's still fixing up the car...
Ok one more thing.....If you read this and I like you and get along with you then you are invited to my parents house Saturday the 18th of September this is giving all of you time to deside if you want to come or not. If you do e-mail me or call me or something and I'll give you directions to get there and any other info you may need. I'm pretty sure it will be taking place when ever people show up. I'm going to be having a bon fire and volleyball and food and all that good stuff.
Ok Peace....
EsE
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Hey everyone...I'm posting from the land of nothingness.... that's right I'm back home.
I'm back in sweet home thomson...
Moving was crazy busy. I have been moving things since last tuesday and still moving stuff now. It's all moved back home but now I have to try to get everything in order as to what I can't live without and what I can live without. My muscles hurt my back hurts and my body is about to give out on me. I'm so freaking tired its redickulous.... But I spent the day today cleaning up my parents house. All with watching my nefew Jacob. My feet hurt from all the standing I've done.
Well I'll post more later,
I want to go take a nap before going out tonight.
Later all,
Erin
PS.....Jon......Thank you so much for all your help. I couldn't have done it with out you. Smile....
I'm back in sweet home thomson...
Moving was crazy busy. I have been moving things since last tuesday and still moving stuff now. It's all moved back home but now I have to try to get everything in order as to what I can't live without and what I can live without. My muscles hurt my back hurts and my body is about to give out on me. I'm so freaking tired its redickulous.... But I spent the day today cleaning up my parents house. All with watching my nefew Jacob. My feet hurt from all the standing I've done.
Well I'll post more later,
I want to go take a nap before going out tonight.
Later all,
Erin
PS.....Jon......Thank you so much for all your help. I couldn't have done it with out you. Smile....
Monday, August 23, 2004
So my last day of work was this past Friday. It was an awesome feeling. I was so happy when I didn't have to go to work this morning. I didn't have to wake up at a certain time and I didn't actually have to move when I woke up if I didn't really want to.
Last night I played cards over at Newman's house. Then when I got home I wasn't really tired so I decided that instead of going to bed I was going to start cleaning up and getting rid of stuff and packing up my house. Which I did and realized how much stuff I really have. HOLY SHIT>>>>I have alot of stuff. I am going home tomorrow night so I'm going to fill my car up with a hugh load of stuff to bring home and try to get it all put away before I start moving the big stuff home. We are going to try to get everything in one load instead of like three little loads. I may end up just renting a U-Haul from Marty's work and putting it all in there instead of having My car, Marty's car, Dad's truck, and Kenny's truck. I think it would be more cost effiicent to drive one rental truck then 4 of our own trucks. At least with the way gas prices are these days.
OK I have to get going now I'll write more later.
Erin Sue
6 days left
Last night I played cards over at Newman's house. Then when I got home I wasn't really tired so I decided that instead of going to bed I was going to start cleaning up and getting rid of stuff and packing up my house. Which I did and realized how much stuff I really have. HOLY SHIT>>>>I have alot of stuff. I am going home tomorrow night so I'm going to fill my car up with a hugh load of stuff to bring home and try to get it all put away before I start moving the big stuff home. We are going to try to get everything in one load instead of like three little loads. I may end up just renting a U-Haul from Marty's work and putting it all in there instead of having My car, Marty's car, Dad's truck, and Kenny's truck. I think it would be more cost effiicent to drive one rental truck then 4 of our own trucks. At least with the way gas prices are these days.
OK I have to get going now I'll write more later.
Erin Sue
6 days left
Monday, August 16, 2004
whats up?
what is it about me getting drunk dialed at 4 am time frame? Seriously people I don't care becuase I think that is funny, but if you could just wait about ONE week. Just until Saturday would be awesome. Even Friday night would be okay to call because Friday is my last day of work.
Ok Have fun sobering up.
Later,
Erin Sue
what is it about me getting drunk dialed at 4 am time frame? Seriously people I don't care becuase I think that is funny, but if you could just wait about ONE week. Just until Saturday would be awesome. Even Friday night would be okay to call because Friday is my last day of work.
Ok Have fun sobering up.
Later,
Erin Sue
Friday, August 13, 2004
So a lot has happened .........yea not really....
Thursday on my day I went to VooDoo's for Latin Dancing. So much fun. So much alcohol... I am proud of my self though...no throwing up. YEAH!!!!
Friday just chilled at my place with Reyna..
Saturday partied with Reyna. We went to her friends place for a birthday party. I was the only person there that spoke english as my first language. Everyone around me is speaking spanish and I just tried to catch anything they were saying. The hard part was there were 3 different dialects of spanish going on.. we had Mexican..Equdorian..and Columbian. It was so much fun. I was dancing all night. The first time I started dancing with Reyna's ex-husband Kris, everyone just stopped and started stareing at us. When I realized that they were watching us I was like did I do something wrong? They go...White Girl can Dance???? I just started laughing and said that Reyna had taught me how to dance to spanish music. They were impressed, which made me the spectical of the night. Good thing I don't mind. :) Also, Pepi brought me on a motorcycle ride which was soppossed to be just around the block and ended up bringing me on the express way and going like freaking 120 mph....or at least 100...i don't know it was just really fast and I was freaking out becuase I didn't have a helmet on and I only had flip flops on. I was so pissed at him because I told him to go slower...and he just kept going faster.
Sunday I over slept and missed church i was pissed.
Reyna called me and said the same place we were at the night before was having a cook out and they wanted me to come. So I said sure why not. I got ready then went over to Reyna's then we went over to Salzars. There is a pool there. Well Reyna had warned me to wear my bathing suit incase i get thrown in the pool. Ok fine. Well about 1-2 hours after I had been there Kris desides to come up behind me and throw me in the pool. Wee I wasn't expecting it yet so I of course went in clothes and all. Well after that I was just a throw people in the pool party. Kris went in, Jon aka TrayLow, Alex, Pepi, on and on and on...it took 4-5 people to get Reyna into the pool they had to drag her from a block away, cause she started running. They finally got her in though. Then they desided that I should go in again after I was all dry and relaxed. We were sitting on the deck and there was tree right next to it so I jumped into the tree. They were like what the hell are you doing...Reyna just started laughing and asked what they expected from a country girl? I finally got down and was drinking my drink and Kris asked if he could try it so I said yes as soon as he got my glass he goes dumb ass...Kris and TrayLow immediatly tried to pick me up. I grabbed the railing and wouldn't let go. I ended up kicking TrayLow in the face and gave him a black eye. Then I got down into the yard and they followed me. I grabbed the fence and I ended up fighting them off for 30 mins. And gave Kris a black eye also... They were dragging me across the yard. They ended up getting me in the pool after 3-4 guys helped them and I took 1 of them with me. We had fun...
Alex and I went and got coffee later that night...actually Alex got coffee I got hot chocolate.
Monday I worked then went and played pool with Alex, Jon (iffland) and Newman.
Tuesday worked then Alex brought me down town to this Columbian Restraunt. It was so GOOD>>>>>I loved it.
Wednesday, worked then went to Dinner and a Movie with Kristin then when that was done I went downtown with Newman, Jon and Mike. We had fun.
Thursday, work then Alex and I went dancing, Reyna and Kris were soppossed to go with us but there wasn't a babysitter to watch Breanna. We only stayed a short time I didn't feel good so we left.
Today Friday work, then I'm going shopping with Matheson after work at the Mall. Then I'm not sure what's going on after that.
OK I think that's enough for all of you to read.
Later,
Strawberry
Thursday on my day I went to VooDoo's for Latin Dancing. So much fun. So much alcohol... I am proud of my self though...no throwing up. YEAH!!!!
Friday just chilled at my place with Reyna..
Saturday partied with Reyna. We went to her friends place for a birthday party. I was the only person there that spoke english as my first language. Everyone around me is speaking spanish and I just tried to catch anything they were saying. The hard part was there were 3 different dialects of spanish going on.. we had Mexican..Equdorian..and Columbian. It was so much fun. I was dancing all night. The first time I started dancing with Reyna's ex-husband Kris, everyone just stopped and started stareing at us. When I realized that they were watching us I was like did I do something wrong? They go...White Girl can Dance???? I just started laughing and said that Reyna had taught me how to dance to spanish music. They were impressed, which made me the spectical of the night. Good thing I don't mind. :) Also, Pepi brought me on a motorcycle ride which was soppossed to be just around the block and ended up bringing me on the express way and going like freaking 120 mph....or at least 100...i don't know it was just really fast and I was freaking out becuase I didn't have a helmet on and I only had flip flops on. I was so pissed at him because I told him to go slower...and he just kept going faster.
Sunday I over slept and missed church i was pissed.
Reyna called me and said the same place we were at the night before was having a cook out and they wanted me to come. So I said sure why not. I got ready then went over to Reyna's then we went over to Salzars. There is a pool there. Well Reyna had warned me to wear my bathing suit incase i get thrown in the pool. Ok fine. Well about 1-2 hours after I had been there Kris desides to come up behind me and throw me in the pool. Wee I wasn't expecting it yet so I of course went in clothes and all. Well after that I was just a throw people in the pool party. Kris went in, Jon aka TrayLow, Alex, Pepi, on and on and on...it took 4-5 people to get Reyna into the pool they had to drag her from a block away, cause she started running. They finally got her in though. Then they desided that I should go in again after I was all dry and relaxed. We were sitting on the deck and there was tree right next to it so I jumped into the tree. They were like what the hell are you doing...Reyna just started laughing and asked what they expected from a country girl? I finally got down and was drinking my drink and Kris asked if he could try it so I said yes as soon as he got my glass he goes dumb ass...Kris and TrayLow immediatly tried to pick me up. I grabbed the railing and wouldn't let go. I ended up kicking TrayLow in the face and gave him a black eye. Then I got down into the yard and they followed me. I grabbed the fence and I ended up fighting them off for 30 mins. And gave Kris a black eye also... They were dragging me across the yard. They ended up getting me in the pool after 3-4 guys helped them and I took 1 of them with me. We had fun...
Alex and I went and got coffee later that night...actually Alex got coffee I got hot chocolate.
Monday I worked then went and played pool with Alex, Jon (iffland) and Newman.
Tuesday worked then Alex brought me down town to this Columbian Restraunt. It was so GOOD>>>>>I loved it.
Wednesday, worked then went to Dinner and a Movie with Kristin then when that was done I went downtown with Newman, Jon and Mike. We had fun.
Thursday, work then Alex and I went dancing, Reyna and Kris were soppossed to go with us but there wasn't a babysitter to watch Breanna. We only stayed a short time I didn't feel good so we left.
Today Friday work, then I'm going shopping with Matheson after work at the Mall. Then I'm not sure what's going on after that.
OK I think that's enough for all of you to read.
Later,
Strawberry
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Let me give everyone a run down of what's been happening in my life....it's been interesting I swear....
We'll start with Friday the 23rd of July...
I got off work and went with Matheson to Express and bought new clothes..not that exciting yet.. then we went to Newman's for his party...we are there for a while just chillin trying to have a good time...(total act by the way) Isaac showed up..which I knew was going to happen. I was ok for the first few minutes, then I had to get away from him...it hurt to much. He ended up asking me later if we could talk. I said yea...I'm glad I did. We got alot of things straightened out but still not everything. Any way it was a good party I left and went home and went to bed.
Saturday got up and went to the warped tour and worked all day long. I had a headache but I just thought is was from not enough sleep and too much crying. So I didn't give it much thought. I had a good time at the warped tour..Jon Iffland came with me. We got in free and got to see the bands and go "back stage" and we had a good time. We got to see Allister!!! Great band. Went home and Kristin came over and we had a good long talk about everything. Then I finally got to bed at around 12:30ish.... I was sleeping and my phone was ringing...It was IZIK..of course I answered...we talked for about 2 1/2 hours....Such a good talk. Finally got to sleep around 4ish and had to get up the next morning to go to work. I was soppossed to be up by 6 because I had to leave my house by 7. Luckely Jon Iffland called at like 10 to 7 and woke me up. I jumped out of bed and got ready so fast I was on the road by 7:10.....Damn I'm good....Thanks to Jon by the way
Sunday I get to work and I'm beat as hell. I worked all day long and my entire body hurt from lack of rest. Including my head..I had a headache...I just figured I needed to be good to my body and sleep..so I did...all night long. from 11 to 8 nice crazy dreams, restless sleep.
Monday I'm at work and I get a headache, ok so I'm complaining that my head is hurting and all of a sudden my right eye get's black spots in it...I can't see out of my right eye...that lasted for a good hour to two hours. I go home and go to bed.
Tuesday Morning I wake up and the world is spinning....you know like when your drunk but I hadn't had anything to drink or anything....And I have yet another headache. I get up and take a shower thinking it will get better so I can go to work. It only got worse...now I can't see anything out of my Left Eye...black spots and blurred vision it hurts. I called into work and told them what was going on and Matheson said I needed to go to the DR. I said no it'll get better I just need to rest. I woke up later that day and it wasn't better so I went to the Dr... Well I guess that was my first Migrain I have every experienced... with losing vision not a good combo. She gave me a medication called Maxalt that I have to take at the very beginning feeling of a migrain and then if that doesn't work within the first hour she gave me Valum and Vikadin...(sp?) so that I'll get knocked out so I sleep it off and she said that if I wake up and still have it to take some more. Then she proceeded to tell me that I need to make an appointment with a Nerologist because with the magrains starting behind my eyes they are afraid if I don't becareful and get them under control I'll lose vision completely and permanitly and or have a Stroke.
Then theres the list if what I can and cannot do....
I can and have to take a baby asprin every day to thin my blood and prevent blood clots..
I can take my medication...
I cann't: Take my BC, Smoke, Drink, have Caffine, Watch TV for an extended period of time becuase it hurts my eyes, be on the Computer for long becuase it hurts my eyes, Listen to loud music it gives me a headache, Go in the Sun becuase my eyes are not extreamly sensitive to the light....so basicaly ...sit and be bored...can't read eather it hurts my eyes.
So yea that has been my life so far this week. Crazy huh? I think so.
Well that's enough for now. Later All,
Erin Sue.....the headache queen.
ps...happy birthday goes to : Judy, Anna, Cheryl...if I knew it's your birthday and I didn't say happy birthday. Sorry
Ok later
We'll start with Friday the 23rd of July...
I got off work and went with Matheson to Express and bought new clothes..not that exciting yet.. then we went to Newman's for his party...we are there for a while just chillin trying to have a good time...(total act by the way) Isaac showed up..which I knew was going to happen. I was ok for the first few minutes, then I had to get away from him...it hurt to much. He ended up asking me later if we could talk. I said yea...I'm glad I did. We got alot of things straightened out but still not everything. Any way it was a good party I left and went home and went to bed.
Saturday got up and went to the warped tour and worked all day long. I had a headache but I just thought is was from not enough sleep and too much crying. So I didn't give it much thought. I had a good time at the warped tour..Jon Iffland came with me. We got in free and got to see the bands and go "back stage" and we had a good time. We got to see Allister!!! Great band. Went home and Kristin came over and we had a good long talk about everything. Then I finally got to bed at around 12:30ish.... I was sleeping and my phone was ringing...It was IZIK..of course I answered...we talked for about 2 1/2 hours....Such a good talk. Finally got to sleep around 4ish and had to get up the next morning to go to work. I was soppossed to be up by 6 because I had to leave my house by 7. Luckely Jon Iffland called at like 10 to 7 and woke me up. I jumped out of bed and got ready so fast I was on the road by 7:10.....Damn I'm good....Thanks to Jon by the way
Sunday I get to work and I'm beat as hell. I worked all day long and my entire body hurt from lack of rest. Including my head..I had a headache...I just figured I needed to be good to my body and sleep..so I did...all night long. from 11 to 8 nice crazy dreams, restless sleep.
Monday I'm at work and I get a headache, ok so I'm complaining that my head is hurting and all of a sudden my right eye get's black spots in it...I can't see out of my right eye...that lasted for a good hour to two hours. I go home and go to bed.
Tuesday Morning I wake up and the world is spinning....you know like when your drunk but I hadn't had anything to drink or anything....And I have yet another headache. I get up and take a shower thinking it will get better so I can go to work. It only got worse...now I can't see anything out of my Left Eye...black spots and blurred vision it hurts. I called into work and told them what was going on and Matheson said I needed to go to the DR. I said no it'll get better I just need to rest. I woke up later that day and it wasn't better so I went to the Dr... Well I guess that was my first Migrain I have every experienced... with losing vision not a good combo. She gave me a medication called Maxalt that I have to take at the very beginning feeling of a migrain and then if that doesn't work within the first hour she gave me Valum and Vikadin...(sp?) so that I'll get knocked out so I sleep it off and she said that if I wake up and still have it to take some more. Then she proceeded to tell me that I need to make an appointment with a Nerologist because with the magrains starting behind my eyes they are afraid if I don't becareful and get them under control I'll lose vision completely and permanitly and or have a Stroke.
Then theres the list if what I can and cannot do....
I can and have to take a baby asprin every day to thin my blood and prevent blood clots..
I can take my medication...
I cann't: Take my BC, Smoke, Drink, have Caffine, Watch TV for an extended period of time becuase it hurts my eyes, be on the Computer for long becuase it hurts my eyes, Listen to loud music it gives me a headache, Go in the Sun becuase my eyes are not extreamly sensitive to the light....so basicaly ...sit and be bored...can't read eather it hurts my eyes.
So yea that has been my life so far this week. Crazy huh? I think so.
Well that's enough for now. Later All,
Erin Sue.....the headache queen.
ps...happy birthday goes to : Judy, Anna, Cheryl...if I knew it's your birthday and I didn't say happy birthday. Sorry
Ok later
Friday, July 23, 2004
i have to say that even though my heart hurts what hurts more is lies.
i wish if you would just tell me the truth, thats what i can handle
the lies are what kills me. i asked you to be honest with me and you just couldn't handle that could you? if course not becuase lies are nothing to you.
i wrote a lot in my journal last night. i think it took up like 11 or 12 pages. my hand hurt when i was done. i tried to stop and go to bed but thoughts just kept poping into my head. maybe some day ill write in here what i write in my private journal. i don't know if you could handle that.
i want to say thank you to my friends. you guys are awesome. you make me feel like i'll be fine in the long run. we'll see how that turns out. i know that i'll be ok eventually but i also know that i feel sorry for any guy that comes in contact with me within the next few years relationship wise. i know that i'll hurt them. but i'm not going to do anything to change that. i can't becuase i wouldn't know how to with out hurting myself and that's not going to happen again for a long time.
my parents and family are amazing. my dad is such a strong person and can build me up so high that is the only way i have confidence again. he is the only one i believe when it comes to things about my self...because even though i'm his daughter he would never lie to me if he thought that wasn't a good person or if he thought that i needed to change things about myself.
ok i have to go now.
bye
erin
i wish if you would just tell me the truth, thats what i can handle
the lies are what kills me. i asked you to be honest with me and you just couldn't handle that could you? if course not becuase lies are nothing to you.
i wrote a lot in my journal last night. i think it took up like 11 or 12 pages. my hand hurt when i was done. i tried to stop and go to bed but thoughts just kept poping into my head. maybe some day ill write in here what i write in my private journal. i don't know if you could handle that.
i want to say thank you to my friends. you guys are awesome. you make me feel like i'll be fine in the long run. we'll see how that turns out. i know that i'll be ok eventually but i also know that i feel sorry for any guy that comes in contact with me within the next few years relationship wise. i know that i'll hurt them. but i'm not going to do anything to change that. i can't becuase i wouldn't know how to with out hurting myself and that's not going to happen again for a long time.
my parents and family are amazing. my dad is such a strong person and can build me up so high that is the only way i have confidence again. he is the only one i believe when it comes to things about my self...because even though i'm his daughter he would never lie to me if he thought that wasn't a good person or if he thought that i needed to change things about myself.
ok i have to go now.
bye
erin
Thursday, July 22, 2004
As I think everyone knows by now....Isaac broke up with me on Monday.
I've done a lot of crying still not ok...
My friends have been awesome through everything. I get several phone calls every day seeing how I'm doing. I don't really know what's going to happen in the future but I know it won't be the same as I had expected or planed.
:(
heart broken,
erin sue
I've done a lot of crying still not ok...
My friends have been awesome through everything. I get several phone calls every day seeing how I'm doing. I don't really know what's going to happen in the future but I know it won't be the same as I had expected or planed.
:(
heart broken,
erin sue
Friday, July 16, 2004
Hey Everyone....Isaac HOME!!!!! I am excited however pissed at the same time. He came home Thursday Morning instead of Wednesday Night like planned. Which sucked. Oh well though. I'll get to see him some time this weekend I'm sure. I have a lot to do before tonight. I like blue ink better then black ink. Not a lot to do with anything but I just realized that.
Ok,
Later,
Erin
Ok,
Later,
Erin
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
Well alot has happened lately. I went home over the holiday weekend. I am proud of myself I didn't drink at all. Not that I didn't want to it just wasn't like I needed to to have a good time.
Let's see what has happened since the last time I posted.
I got my nails did (Isaac's language there) and have been working alot. Um, what else?
I played Tennis with Kristin and went shopping and didn't buy anything afterwards.
I wrote this really really long post while I was home then it just wouldn't post and got erased. That is so annoying. It was a good post too. Damn internet connections. Damn BooFue.
Well let's give a life update;
At the end of August I am moving all of my stuff back to my parents house and then heading out to eather California or Nevada for school. I am going to get my Massage Lisence. Then I'm going to stay with my parents for about a month...(maybe) then going to try to get a job on a cruise line. That way I can travel and do something I like to do. I will be a Massage Therapist and See the world. Nice Idea right? I thought so.
Also I want to travel around the US and see all of the states. And then travel to Europe and bike around Europe. Then Bike around Ireland. That is my asperations....If they come true we'll see. Anyone want to come with? You have to be cool with camping alot and not eating for a few days at a time but you know it's all good. :)
Ok I'm going to go now.
Later All,
Red
Let's see what has happened since the last time I posted.
I got my nails did (Isaac's language there) and have been working alot. Um, what else?
I played Tennis with Kristin and went shopping and didn't buy anything afterwards.
I wrote this really really long post while I was home then it just wouldn't post and got erased. That is so annoying. It was a good post too. Damn internet connections. Damn BooFue.
Well let's give a life update;
At the end of August I am moving all of my stuff back to my parents house and then heading out to eather California or Nevada for school. I am going to get my Massage Lisence. Then I'm going to stay with my parents for about a month...(maybe) then going to try to get a job on a cruise line. That way I can travel and do something I like to do. I will be a Massage Therapist and See the world. Nice Idea right? I thought so.
Also I want to travel around the US and see all of the states. And then travel to Europe and bike around Europe. Then Bike around Ireland. That is my asperations....If they come true we'll see. Anyone want to come with? You have to be cool with camping alot and not eating for a few days at a time but you know it's all good. :)
Ok I'm going to go now.
Later All,
Red
Sunday, July 04, 2004
Well as most of you know I am moving...this time for real. I am waiting for my lease to be up which is the end of August then I am moving my stuff back home then heading to Cali for school and then home again then I am going to try to get a job on a cruise ship. Not that most of you even care but this is my life update.
I was talking with Sarah last night and I think that I we have decided to travel together for a little while maybe after I come back from school. We want to travel around the USA just seeing everything. Then we want to travel over seas. Bicycling around Europe. I can't wait. At least that was the topic of conversation last night. Well that and Sex of course.
I talked to Isaac last night and he was at a party for the fourth of July. It was after the party was over but yea. He said he had a pretty good time.
Well I think that's about it for now,
Later,
Red
PS ANNA CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I was talking with Sarah last night and I think that I we have decided to travel together for a little while maybe after I come back from school. We want to travel around the USA just seeing everything. Then we want to travel over seas. Bicycling around Europe. I can't wait. At least that was the topic of conversation last night. Well that and Sex of course.
I talked to Isaac last night and he was at a party for the fourth of July. It was after the party was over but yea. He said he had a pretty good time.
Well I think that's about it for now,
Later,
Red
PS ANNA CALL ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, June 25, 2004
Not alot has happened since I last posted just been working alot. I have started working out after work though. Fun stuff. Actually it's not bad at all. I like it.
Isaac update: He is coming home July 14th Wednesday Night, and returning on July 19th Monday Night. If you want to see him within that time frame you should call him or myself if you don't have his # yet. Or leave me an e-mail or a message in my guest book and I'll let him know. I am so excited about him coming home! However warning to everyone do not call us on Wednesday Night!!!!!!! :)
Ok I'm going to get to work now....
Later,
Red
Isaac update: He is coming home July 14th Wednesday Night, and returning on July 19th Monday Night. If you want to see him within that time frame you should call him or myself if you don't have his # yet. Or leave me an e-mail or a message in my guest book and I'll let him know. I am so excited about him coming home! However warning to everyone do not call us on Wednesday Night!!!!!!! :)
Ok I'm going to get to work now....
Later,
Red
Monday, June 14, 2004
Well well well.
I have had a very interesting weekend. And it's starting out to be an interesting week.
Monday I moved things into a new space that we have recently bought. It wasn't to bad kinda nice actually.
I have been moving offices around for the past week and going to be doing such for the next 2 weeks.
ok back to work now....later y'all,
red
I have had a very interesting weekend. And it's starting out to be an interesting week.
Monday I moved things into a new space that we have recently bought. It wasn't to bad kinda nice actually.
I have been moving offices around for the past week and going to be doing such for the next 2 weeks.
ok back to work now....later y'all,
red
Saturday, June 05, 2004
I hate how things never turn out like you expect them to or they way nothing ever goes the way it should. It sucks major monkey balls. I can't stand the way everything is going lately. I don't know what I can do about it. The worst thing is I'm afraid I can't do anything at all about any single part of it.
On another note.....My Grandma's best friend of 58 years had pasted away on Wednesday. The visitation was last night and the funeral is today. I'm not looking forward to it let me tell you. I mean I know that she's in a better place and all but I still miss Aunt Marie and I can't stand to see my grandma so upset and sad. I can't even imagine the pain she is going through. She said that she hasn't been able to sleep since Wednesday because all of the old memories just keep going through her head. But Grandma is a very tough lady and she will be fine I know.
I think I'm going to go back to bed now. I'm pissed off at every little thing and it's not a good state to be in.
Bye empty void,
EE
On another note.....My Grandma's best friend of 58 years had pasted away on Wednesday. The visitation was last night and the funeral is today. I'm not looking forward to it let me tell you. I mean I know that she's in a better place and all but I still miss Aunt Marie and I can't stand to see my grandma so upset and sad. I can't even imagine the pain she is going through. She said that she hasn't been able to sleep since Wednesday because all of the old memories just keep going through her head. But Grandma is a very tough lady and she will be fine I know.
I think I'm going to go back to bed now. I'm pissed off at every little thing and it's not a good state to be in.
Bye empty void,
EE
Thursday, June 03, 2004
Sunday, May 30, 2004
Wednesday, May 26, 2004
Well this week is a busy one for me. I starts with the Country Music awards tonight. Then my sister Angie gives birth on Friday at 7:20am. I can't wait. (I'll try to post a picture of him) Then Saturday is the wedding then Sunday I'm having diner with a friend from home then Monday back to my apartment then to the airport to pick up Reyna and Breana. Just to start a hectic work week yet again. I guess I'll get to rest when I retire right? Well maybe.
It's funny, I was at church this past Sunday and said Hi to Mark and Michelle and Mark goes, so have you heard from Isaac at all? I replied with well, I talked to him every night and I just got back from visiting Florida last weekend. It's so funny. The response I got was Oh, Really?
Kristin when you read this Call ME!!!
Well I gots to get to work now,
Later Skater,
Red
It's funny, I was at church this past Sunday and said Hi to Mark and Michelle and Mark goes, so have you heard from Isaac at all? I replied with well, I talked to him every night and I just got back from visiting Florida last weekend. It's so funny. The response I got was Oh, Really?
Kristin when you read this Call ME!!!
Well I gots to get to work now,
Later Skater,
Red
Monday, May 24, 2004
Hey what's up. I haven't posted in a while so I figured I'd do that. I went to a really funny play over the weekend. One of the people I work with is in it. Freakin Funny. I went to my sister's Baby shower. She is so big. She is giving birth this Friday. Yea I'll have a new nephew. They already know it's a boy his name is going to be Jacob. I can't wait. I have a wedding to go to this coming Saturday also, Alicia and Tony are gettin Hitched finally. I'm excited for them. That is Saturday. I'm not sure if I have to work this next Monday or not. I don't think I should but I bet I do. Whatever.
Nathan came into town last night and I got to talk to him for a while. That was awesome. I didn't realize how much I miss him.
Let's see what else.....
Griser is being sent to Iraq. This is something I wasn't really ready for. I have known Griser since I was born. Literally he was at the hospital when I was born. Please put him on your prayer list. I haven't really taken it all in yet. I can't think about it to much though cause then I just burst into tears. Nater, I love you....get your ass home soon.
OK that's about it for now.
Later,
Erin
Nathan came into town last night and I got to talk to him for a while. That was awesome. I didn't realize how much I miss him.
Let's see what else.....
Griser is being sent to Iraq. This is something I wasn't really ready for. I have known Griser since I was born. Literally he was at the hospital when I was born. Please put him on your prayer list. I haven't really taken it all in yet. I can't think about it to much though cause then I just burst into tears. Nater, I love you....get your ass home soon.
OK that's about it for now.
Later,
Erin
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Hey I'm back!
Florida was awesome. I had so much fun. We swam in the Ocean we walked on the beach we drove around we went to the movies. Just great times.
I am just exaughsted. Isaac said he was just as tired as I am. We both went straight into work after our weekend. I mean I got off the plane and drove to work. Worked for 8 hours then went home. Suck a Duck I'm going home now. Later.
Red....litteraly I'm so burnt.
L8r
Florida was awesome. I had so much fun. We swam in the Ocean we walked on the beach we drove around we went to the movies. Just great times.
I am just exaughsted. Isaac said he was just as tired as I am. We both went straight into work after our weekend. I mean I got off the plane and drove to work. Worked for 8 hours then went home. Suck a Duck I'm going home now. Later.
Red....litteraly I'm so burnt.
L8r
Thursday, May 06, 2004
I'm at work now. I can't wait to leave. I don't have to work tomorrow so I get to chill with Breana. Reyna's Daughter. It's cool because I don't have a whole lot to do besides laundry anyway so no biggy. Then I'm heading home yet again because I have to be at home for rehearsal for the dance recital. Then I'm going to chill with my sister and my mom and we are going to plan out our 2 week get away in Florida. We are renting a Villa that has our own pool and is basically self contained. Then were going to Disney Land. I get to see Isaac whenever I want to...when he's not working.
Saturday and Sunday I'm going to be teaching modeling and acting classes.
ok to much drama at work.
later
eagle
Saturday and Sunday I'm going to be teaching modeling and acting classes.
ok to much drama at work.
later
eagle
I can't wait! I got the best news ever!!!!
Im going to see my boyfriend. Next weekend. I'm flying in, renting a car then heading to his sisters to pick him to head to our cozy room on the beach. Im so excited. Hopefully I don't get sunburnt however I'm not to worried about it becuase I don't know how much time will be spent outside of our room.
Ok later yo,
Red
Im going to see my boyfriend. Next weekend. I'm flying in, renting a car then heading to his sisters to pick him to head to our cozy room on the beach. Im so excited. Hopefully I don't get sunburnt however I'm not to worried about it becuase I don't know how much time will be spent outside of our room.
Ok later yo,
Red
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Hola Everyone,
I think I may have gotten a couple of people fired from their jobs. If I did I didn't mean to and I'm sorry. We'll see. I am going home this weekend yea like it seams every other weekend.
Randy if you read this I have to go back home the following weekend also so if you honestly do still want to come in and visit you could do it this weekend. Let me know.
Work is crazy. I mean I want to quit. We'll see what's going on at a later date.
Ok my back hurts and I don't have anything important to say.
Aidos,
Strawberry
I think I may have gotten a couple of people fired from their jobs. If I did I didn't mean to and I'm sorry. We'll see. I am going home this weekend yea like it seams every other weekend.
Randy if you read this I have to go back home the following weekend also so if you honestly do still want to come in and visit you could do it this weekend. Let me know.
Work is crazy. I mean I want to quit. We'll see what's going on at a later date.
Ok my back hurts and I don't have anything important to say.
Aidos,
Strawberry
Thursday, April 15, 2004
Well intersting situations and things have come up. As they always do I guess. My poor man has lost his license. For 3 months.
Work is driving me insain and going out every night has finally caught up to me and I am completely exausted. (sp?) My muscles are dead and my body just aches. I need sleep. Which I am going home and sleeping all night and into tomorrow for once. Not just napping. At least thats what if feels like I do.
I cant think anymore.
later
Work is driving me insain and going out every night has finally caught up to me and I am completely exausted. (sp?) My muscles are dead and my body just aches. I need sleep. Which I am going home and sleeping all night and into tomorrow for once. Not just napping. At least thats what if feels like I do.
I cant think anymore.
later
Friday, April 09, 2004
Ok so I'm going to try to update this thing more often. It's only been two days. Which by the way has felt like a week. It feels like Saturday today although it's only Friday. I am at my parents house right now. Which is good cause I haven't been home in a while. I am going to be heading out soon. My friends are expecting me in Clinton about now.
I'll post more later,
This was a really useless post. Whatever.
Strawberry Shortcake ;)
to bad none of you get that.....
I'll post more later,
This was a really useless post. Whatever.
Strawberry Shortcake ;)
to bad none of you get that.....
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Since Isaac has left I have been going out more with girls from work. I think that this is upsetting Isaac becuase every time he calls me I'm out. Last night when he called he said "Damn it woman are you ever ****ing home"? The answer is not really. I mean if he's not there then why be home crying all the time. But whatever he'll be fine and I'll be fine. I am starting to learn spanish......very little bit at a time. I would say that in spanish but I can't write it. Oh well. Since I am going out with a bunch of Spanish speaking people all the time I need to learn it. Right? Right.
What else....My Grandma's birthday party is this Saturday so I'm going home for that. I can't wait to see Gramma. I miss her. I miss alot of my family. Sarah is actually going to go with me so thats awsome.
My bosses went out of town for the week maybe two weeks. I am so excited for that. Everyone is in a good mood now and happy and relaxed. It is such a different atmosphere when they are gone.
that's it for now.....Damn Shelia....
What else....My Grandma's birthday party is this Saturday so I'm going home for that. I can't wait to see Gramma. I miss her. I miss alot of my family. Sarah is actually going to go with me so thats awsome.
My bosses went out of town for the week maybe two weeks. I am so excited for that. Everyone is in a good mood now and happy and relaxed. It is such a different atmosphere when they are gone.
that's it for now.....Damn Shelia....
Monday, March 29, 2004
I just got done reading someone else's blog.....betrayal came up in it. That word has so many different meanings and so many different ways it affects people. For example:
Now before I go into it I want everyone to remember I just laughed about all of this and am not angry or upset about it at all. I just think it's funny and I think that you will too.
Joe my ex had read one of my previous posts about me messing around with some guy from back home. (last year) I said it was a friend...He then showed up at Randy's house trying to find out if it was him. Yea Randy did what I would have done and laughed at him. I mean seriously.....It's Randy... Joe's (well used to be) Best Friend...I'm not sure if they still consider each other best friends anymore or not. That's not the point. The thing is I'm always told Joe I would never do anything like that to him... the thing is he automaticly assumed that it was Randy. By the way it wasn't. So he has this big to do over nothing and gets all upset becuase he thinks that Randy and I are or were together...... Ok... THEN he has the balls to ask out my best friend. I mean seriously how fucked up is that? He gets all mad at thinking that Randy and I are together which we never were or even wanted to be...becuase its me messing around with his best friend and he couldn't handle that and he felt BETRAYED..... (Randy and Joe don't really even see each other very much anymore) Then he asks out MY BEST FRIEND? What did you think you were going to just going to be with her and I wouldn't find out? The thing is I just laughed when I heard about it. Did you think we don't talk anymore and just becuase I don't live around there anymore I don't see her? I see her and talk to her alot actually. Not as much as I would like to but still alot. So my guestion is where do you get off? You are a peice of work let me tell you.
I am so happy I don't have to deal with that bull shit all the time anymore.
Seriously Thank God for Isaac and how awsome he is to me. He doesn't play games and doesn't bullshit. I couldn't have found a better guy.
Babe if your read this,
Olive Juice....
L8r,
Me....
I'm still laughing........
Now before I go into it I want everyone to remember I just laughed about all of this and am not angry or upset about it at all. I just think it's funny and I think that you will too.
Joe my ex had read one of my previous posts about me messing around with some guy from back home. (last year) I said it was a friend...He then showed up at Randy's house trying to find out if it was him. Yea Randy did what I would have done and laughed at him. I mean seriously.....It's Randy... Joe's (well used to be) Best Friend...I'm not sure if they still consider each other best friends anymore or not. That's not the point. The thing is I'm always told Joe I would never do anything like that to him... the thing is he automaticly assumed that it was Randy. By the way it wasn't. So he has this big to do over nothing and gets all upset becuase he thinks that Randy and I are or were together...... Ok... THEN he has the balls to ask out my best friend. I mean seriously how fucked up is that? He gets all mad at thinking that Randy and I are together which we never were or even wanted to be...becuase its me messing around with his best friend and he couldn't handle that and he felt BETRAYED..... (Randy and Joe don't really even see each other very much anymore) Then he asks out MY BEST FRIEND? What did you think you were going to just going to be with her and I wouldn't find out? The thing is I just laughed when I heard about it. Did you think we don't talk anymore and just becuase I don't live around there anymore I don't see her? I see her and talk to her alot actually. Not as much as I would like to but still alot. So my guestion is where do you get off? You are a peice of work let me tell you.
I am so happy I don't have to deal with that bull shit all the time anymore.
Seriously Thank God for Isaac and how awsome he is to me. He doesn't play games and doesn't bullshit. I couldn't have found a better guy.
Babe if your read this,
Olive Juice....
L8r,
Me....
I'm still laughing........
Well alot has happened since the last post. Isaac has moved to Florida. He started work today. I hope he is enjoying himself. I have been busy doing stuff around my house and hanging out with girlfriends. I wen t out Thursday night until 7:00 am the next morning. That was a fun night and I most definatly needed that becuase otherwise I would have went home and cried all night. Friday I went to Out Back with Laura...Guess who our waitress was....yea....crazy Amy. Great right? I thought so.
Everyone is moving on with their lives. Laura and Chris are with child....Kristin and David got married....Isaac moved....and Me... Well I'm waiting to move. We'll see what the future holds.
Ok back to work.
Later,
Red
Everyone is moving on with their lives. Laura and Chris are with child....Kristin and David got married....Isaac moved....and Me... Well I'm waiting to move. We'll see what the future holds.
Ok back to work.
Later,
Red
Monday, March 15, 2004
Hey guys. So I lost my voice. It sucks.
So Sarah and Randy are a couple now. Thats cool cause I love them both and think they make a great couple.
Isaac came home with me this last weekend. It was a good time. He met alot of my friends and family. Everyone of course loved him. I mean what isn't there to love? I'm so happy that they liked him. It makes my desicions alot easier.
I have been sick for the past 3 going on 4 weeks now. I think I need to make a doctors appointment becuase it's not getting better.
Ok Im at work and have to go now. Later,
Erin
So Sarah and Randy are a couple now. Thats cool cause I love them both and think they make a great couple.
Isaac came home with me this last weekend. It was a good time. He met alot of my friends and family. Everyone of course loved him. I mean what isn't there to love? I'm so happy that they liked him. It makes my desicions alot easier.
I have been sick for the past 3 going on 4 weeks now. I think I need to make a doctors appointment becuase it's not getting better.
Ok Im at work and have to go now. Later,
Erin
Friday, February 27, 2004
Monday, February 23, 2004
Well as most of you know. Isaac and I are together. Well actually we have been together for about 5 going on 6 months now. Damn right?
I miss him right now. He's in Florida visiting his Sister Julie. I can't wait for him to come back. I'm not used to not only not seeing him but not talking to him all the time either. It sucks. I think for the next few days I will become a work ahalic even more then I already am.
My house feels so empty. W/O Kristin there. All of her stuff is being moved too. Well I don't really want to say anything else right now. So I'll write again maybe tomorrow.
Later,
Erin
I miss him right now. He's in Florida visiting his Sister Julie. I can't wait for him to come back. I'm not used to not only not seeing him but not talking to him all the time either. It sucks. I think for the next few days I will become a work ahalic even more then I already am.
My house feels so empty. W/O Kristin there. All of her stuff is being moved too. Well I don't really want to say anything else right now. So I'll write again maybe tomorrow.
Later,
Erin
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
So yea alot has happened since I last posted. (Jan 27th) Since I don't count yesterday as a real post.
Let's see. I went and saw Baby K....aka Rachael Faith. When Kristin and I went over to PK's to do her wedding favors I got to feed Rachael after we were done. She is so cute and so hungry! She eats alot. I asked Kristin wouldn't I be a good Mom shouldn't I have a baby? She of course said NO!!!! Wait about 5-10 years.
I have been working at the front desk as receptionist this past two weeks because the girl that was working up here had to cut back her hours becuase of school. So that means I have had to be up at 7:00 am every morning during the week and since I am up that early every day it is just natural for me to wake up on the weekend at the same time. Yep that sucks but I do. Whatever. I am starting to get used to it. I don't like it. But oh well.
Alot of internal things have been happening with me lately. I have made the decision not to move yet. I am going to be staying here for another 6 months to go to school here and save some money before I go to school out there. I am also going to be trying to convence my best friend Sarah to move here with me for the next 6 months. I hope it works other wise I have to talk to a girl at work and if that doesn't work then maybe look for a roommate in the paper at school. I was also thinking that maybe I would like a male roommate this time. Seeing as I get along better with them. I don't know maybe.
So Kristin and David tie the knot in less then 2 weeks. Wierd! Kinda cool though.
Ok I have to leave work now.
Later all,
Erin
ps.... i'm sorry i hurt you i never meant to
Let's see. I went and saw Baby K....aka Rachael Faith. When Kristin and I went over to PK's to do her wedding favors I got to feed Rachael after we were done. She is so cute and so hungry! She eats alot. I asked Kristin wouldn't I be a good Mom shouldn't I have a baby? She of course said NO!!!! Wait about 5-10 years.
I have been working at the front desk as receptionist this past two weeks because the girl that was working up here had to cut back her hours becuase of school. So that means I have had to be up at 7:00 am every morning during the week and since I am up that early every day it is just natural for me to wake up on the weekend at the same time. Yep that sucks but I do. Whatever. I am starting to get used to it. I don't like it. But oh well.
Alot of internal things have been happening with me lately. I have made the decision not to move yet. I am going to be staying here for another 6 months to go to school here and save some money before I go to school out there. I am also going to be trying to convence my best friend Sarah to move here with me for the next 6 months. I hope it works other wise I have to talk to a girl at work and if that doesn't work then maybe look for a roommate in the paper at school. I was also thinking that maybe I would like a male roommate this time. Seeing as I get along better with them. I don't know maybe.
So Kristin and David tie the knot in less then 2 weeks. Wierd! Kinda cool though.
Ok I have to leave work now.
Later all,
Erin
ps.... i'm sorry i hurt you i never meant to
Monday, February 09, 2004
I want to start by saying I'm sorry to everyone or maybe just a few people that read this thing that I've neglected it so long. I have had alot of stuff going on since I last posted most to do with work. Also with the wedding.
I got very sick on Friday. I almost had to go to the hospital. That I am glad didn't happen. Thank you goes to Izik for coming to get me from work.
Ok I have to leave work now I'll post more tomorrow.
Bye,
Eagle
I got very sick on Friday. I almost had to go to the hospital. That I am glad didn't happen. Thank you goes to Izik for coming to get me from work.
Ok I have to leave work now I'll post more tomorrow.
Bye,
Eagle
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Well work has been crazy. I got through the last week safely. Now this week we'll just have to wait and see.
The bacholorette party went really well. Thank goodness. The wedding shower went good too. That was a hugh releif. I mean seriously. I wasn't sleeping and trying to get everything done just wasn't fun. However I did have a great time.
Thank you to everyone who attended both and for everyone that helped thank you even more. ps Anna rocks at cakes!
Work is going ok. Busy like no other but still ok.
This weekend I am going home to discuss the move with my parents. Hopefully when I come back I will have straight answers. Actually I have to have straight answers. So we'll see how that goes.
Ok that's it for now.
Later all.
Love
Erin
The bacholorette party went really well. Thank goodness. The wedding shower went good too. That was a hugh releif. I mean seriously. I wasn't sleeping and trying to get everything done just wasn't fun. However I did have a great time.
Thank you to everyone who attended both and for everyone that helped thank you even more. ps Anna rocks at cakes!
Work is going ok. Busy like no other but still ok.
This weekend I am going home to discuss the move with my parents. Hopefully when I come back I will have straight answers. Actually I have to have straight answers. So we'll see how that goes.
Ok that's it for now.
Later all.
Love
Erin
Saturday, January 17, 2004
So since I posted last I went to LA and have come back. That was a very interesting experience. That is all I wish to say about that. However one thing I will say is my students kicked ASS!!! I mean they really did well. Seriously. I was suprised.
Now wedding stuff. Dang. Its alot of work to be the maid of honor. I mean I knew it would be but does anyone realize that they wedding is in about 35 days? Yea that's right 35 days. The Bac Party is on Saturday and the Wedding Shower is on Sunday. By the way anyone who reads this is invited to the wedding shower....it is for Men and Women I am making both come. It is Sunday the 25th at 1:30 at the First Baptist Church of VP. In the basement. Cause that's the only place that can hold everyone. ANy questions or if your going to come please RSVP to me eather by an e-mail or call my cell. if you don't have it then post in my guestbook.
Then next week I have to go home and talk to my parents about this whole moving thing then I am going to go to the wedding shower at Kristin's parents house that her mom is having for her for the people back home. Intersting huh?
Yea anyway. I dont really have alot else to say so i'll let everyone stop being board.
Later all,
Red
Now wedding stuff. Dang. Its alot of work to be the maid of honor. I mean I knew it would be but does anyone realize that they wedding is in about 35 days? Yea that's right 35 days. The Bac Party is on Saturday and the Wedding Shower is on Sunday. By the way anyone who reads this is invited to the wedding shower....it is for Men and Women I am making both come. It is Sunday the 25th at 1:30 at the First Baptist Church of VP. In the basement. Cause that's the only place that can hold everyone. ANy questions or if your going to come please RSVP to me eather by an e-mail or call my cell. if you don't have it then post in my guestbook.
Then next week I have to go home and talk to my parents about this whole moving thing then I am going to go to the wedding shower at Kristin's parents house that her mom is having for her for the people back home. Intersting huh?
Yea anyway. I dont really have alot else to say so i'll let everyone stop being board.
Later all,
Red
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