You can't imagine how much love you have until you have a baby

Thursday, August 05, 2004

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

What's up people.

I can't really make this a long post. SO

What should I tell you about?

I'll just leave it at....I hurt. I just want to make it stop but I don't know how that will still make everyone happy.

ALSO: MY BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok bye,
erin

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Let me give everyone a run down of what's been happening in my life....it's been interesting I swear....

We'll start with Friday the 23rd of July...
I got off work and went with Matheson to Express and bought new clothes..not that exciting yet.. then we went to Newman's for his party...we are there for a while just chillin trying to have a good time...(total act by the way) Isaac showed up..which I knew was going to happen. I was ok for the first few minutes, then I had to get away from him...it hurt to much. He ended up asking me later if we could talk. I said yea...I'm glad I did. We got alot of things straightened out but still not everything. Any way it was a good party I left and went home and went to bed.

Saturday got up and went to the warped tour and worked all day long. I had a headache but I just thought is was from not enough sleep and too much crying. So I didn't give it much thought. I had a good time at the warped tour..Jon Iffland came with me. We got in free and got to see the bands and go "back stage" and we had a good time. We got to see Allister!!! Great band. Went home and Kristin came over and we had a good long talk about everything. Then I finally got to bed at around 12:30ish.... I was sleeping and my phone was ringing...It was IZIK..of course I answered...we talked for about 2 1/2 hours....Such a good talk. Finally got to sleep around 4ish and had to get up the next morning to go to work. I was soppossed to be up by 6 because I had to leave my house by 7. Luckely Jon Iffland called at like 10 to 7 and woke me up. I jumped out of bed and got ready so fast I was on the road by 7:10.....Damn I'm good....Thanks to Jon by the way

Sunday I get to work and I'm beat as hell. I worked all day long and my entire body hurt from lack of rest. Including my head..I had a headache...I just figured I needed to be good to my body and sleep..so I did...all night long. from 11 to 8 nice crazy dreams, restless sleep.

Monday I'm at work and I get a headache, ok so I'm complaining that my head is hurting and all of a sudden my right eye get's black spots in it...I can't see out of my right eye...that lasted for a good hour to two hours. I go home and go to bed.

Tuesday Morning I wake up and the world is spinning....you know like when your drunk but I hadn't had anything to drink or anything....And I have yet another headache. I get up and take a shower thinking it will get better so I can go to work. It only got worse...now I can't see anything out of my Left Eye...black spots and blurred vision it hurts. I called into work and told them what was going on and Matheson said I needed to go to the DR. I said no it'll get better I just need to rest. I woke up later that day and it wasn't better so I went to the Dr... Well I guess that was my first Migrain I have every experienced... with losing vision not a good combo. She gave me a medication called Maxalt that I have to take at the very beginning feeling of a migrain and then if that doesn't work within the first hour she gave me Valum and Vikadin...(sp?) so that I'll get knocked out so I sleep it off and she said that if I wake up and still have it to take some more. Then she proceeded to tell me that I need to make an appointment with a Nerologist because with the magrains starting behind my eyes they are afraid if I don't becareful and get them under control I'll lose vision completely and permanitly and or have a Stroke.

Then theres the list if what I can and cannot do....
I can and have to take a baby asprin every day to thin my blood and prevent blood clots..
I can take my medication...

I cann't: Take my BC, Smoke, Drink, have Caffine, Watch TV for an extended period of time becuase it hurts my eyes, be on the Computer for long becuase it hurts my eyes, Listen to loud music it gives me a headache, Go in the Sun becuase my eyes are not extreamly sensitive to the light....so basicaly ...sit and be bored...can't read eather it hurts my eyes.

So yea that has been my life so far this week. Crazy huh? I think so.

Well that's enough for now. Later All,

Erin Sue.....the headache queen.

ps...happy birthday goes to : Judy, Anna, Cheryl...if I knew it's your birthday and I didn't say happy birthday. Sorry

Ok later