Have you ever had a friend that you thought was one of your best friends or at least knows you better then most other people. Then something happens, an unreturned phone call (or 5), a dodging your person, or just plain uninterested in hanging out with you? It makes you feel like crap, it hurts and makes you angry all at the same time. I mean what happened? At one time you know that the other person considered you close, at least close enough to spend time with you. What do you do? Do you confront the other person or do you just move on and let it go? I guess that just depends on what type of person you are. If you are a confrontational person then you ask them whats up other wise you just feel pain in quiet. The thing is I'm the confrontational type of person however this time I think that I will just let it go. It hurts to much and what exactally would I say? " Hey why don't you want to hang out with me?" Even as I say it in my head it sounds like I'm begging for the other person to be my friend and I do NOT beg for someone to be my friend. If you want to hang out and talk and be friends then great if not then just freaking let me know. That way I'm not acting like a freaking stalker or something. That is what I feel like, a stalker. Wow never wanted to be one of those.

If you are reading this and wondering if I'm talking about you, then that means you have been a crappy friend and that I am in one way or another talking about you. If you can't deside then yes. I am talking about you too. This post was writen with one specific person in mind however as my ranting continued I realize that it fits more then one person. DAMN. What is up with my friends? At least what or who I thought were friends.

ANYWAY< Mackynzie and I went to chicago for the day on Saturday and spent time with Kristin walking around the mall. It made me realize how much I miss Kristin and how much I miss malls with more then 3 stores in them. I miss Chicago, and the people in the burbs. Then Kristin, Mackynzie and I met Jon at OutBack and had dinner. It was good times. Then Jon and I hung out until I basically fell asleep sitting up then Kynzie and I crashed at Jons. We woke up the next morning and headed home.

Today we went out to my Parents house and hung out with them for a while until both kids were ready for naps. (Jacob and Mackynzie) Then we came home. Thats about it.
I think this is a long enough post.

Later,
Erin