Today I had a long conversation with my dad about everything going on in my life. Which I haven't done since he had his heart attack, I guess I just figured he had enough to deal with that he shouldn't have to listen to me whine about my life. It felt really good though to talk to him. I think that maybe I didn't really deal with everything because it didn't seem real. I wanted to be in control with my life but as weird as it may sound, I talk about almost everything with my dad and it doesn't seem like the last five months actually took place. Now however it seems like everything is hitting me harder than it ever has. I think it is a very very good thing though.

Next a little update on Mackynzie. She is teething. I don't mean like getting a tooth or two I mean like hard core teething, 8 to be exact. ALL four of her what I call her k9's are coming in and as I just found out today, so are her molers. I couldn't believe it. She already has her front 4 teeth top and bottom, so she will have a full set of teeth before she is two. My baby is growing up to fast. I started crying when I thought about it today. I know it sounds stupid, but she is learning everything so fast. She is also potty training. Which she happens to be doing very well at. She went all afternoon with out an accident. YEAH!!! I can't wait until I don't have to buy diapers anymore.

I hate it when the person you want to talk to doesn't want to talk to you. You may not have alot to say but you just want to hear their voice or just chat for a few mins. I miss my friends. All of you.

I think that is enough. Later all.