Last night Mackynzie was trying to stand up using the bookcase and her hand slipped and she went face first into the shelf of the bookcase, splitting her top lip open. It started bleeding. This is the first time my baby has had a bloody anything. I handled it very well I didn't make a big deal about it I just wiped away the blood and tried to comfort her. She also handled it very well she cried a little, then sucked her thumb.

I know that not everyone has time to blog like I do, this being said, seriously people at least try to blog or post as you might say more frequently then you do. PLEASE. I get so bored reading the same thing over and over again. I'm not saying post everyday but at least every few days...cough, Kristin, David, Jon, cough.....

I have such weird dreams lately. They have nothing to do with shows that I'm watching or songs I have listened to or anything like that, just plain weird dreams. Sometimes about certain people sometimes about strange situations. Like last night I had a dream that an ex text messaged me and started giving me a hard time about the people I slept with after we had broken up. Then I responded with how many people that person had slept with before me, and while we were in a relationship. It had nothing to do with anything. It's not like I spend time thinking about this person however all of a sudden they pop up in my dreams. What the heck? So I think I will try to find a dream book online and see what it has to say.

Well, I think that's it for now, later all.
Erin

Ok so remember my rant about my-space people? Well the one thing that sucks is you can't leave them a message or sometimes even look at their sites unless you have a my-space... so what the hell? This pisses me off too. Like the way they get you to have an account is to not let you look at peoples sites or talk to them? DAMN MY SPACE

Thats it for now..

Have you ever had a friend that you thought was one of your best friends or at least knows you better then most other people. Then something happens, an unreturned phone call (or 5), a dodging your person, or just plain uninterested in hanging out with you? It makes you feel like crap, it hurts and makes you angry all at the same time. I mean what happened? At one time you know that the other person considered you close, at least close enough to spend time with you. What do you do? Do you confront the other person or do you just move on and let it go? I guess that just depends on what type of person you are. If you are a confrontational person then you ask them whats up other wise you just feel pain in quiet. The thing is I'm the confrontational type of person however this time I think that I will just let it go. It hurts to much and what exactally would I say? " Hey why don't you want to hang out with me?" Even as I say it in my head it sounds like I'm begging for the other person to be my friend and I do NOT beg for someone to be my friend. If you want to hang out and talk and be friends then great if not then just freaking let me know. That way I'm not acting like a freaking stalker or something. That is what I feel like, a stalker. Wow never wanted to be one of those.

If you are reading this and wondering if I'm talking about you, then that means you have been a crappy friend and that I am in one way or another talking about you. If you can't deside then yes. I am talking about you too. This post was writen with one specific person in mind however as my ranting continued I realize that it fits more then one person. DAMN. What is up with my friends? At least what or who I thought were friends.

ANYWAY< Mackynzie and I went to chicago for the day on Saturday and spent time with Kristin walking around the mall. It made me realize how much I miss Kristin and how much I miss malls with more then 3 stores in them. I miss Chicago, and the people in the burbs. Then Kristin, Mackynzie and I met Jon at OutBack and had dinner. It was good times. Then Jon and I hung out until I basically fell asleep sitting up then Kynzie and I crashed at Jons. We woke up the next morning and headed home.

Today we went out to my Parents house and hung out with them for a while until both kids were ready for naps. (Jacob and Mackynzie) Then we came home. Thats about it.
I think this is a long enough post.

Later,
Erin

long post lost much time wasted. will try to remember it and repost later