You can't imagine how much love you have until you have a baby

Thursday, November 20, 2003

Clair is back in town. She actually has been here since last Friday and I have been entertaining her ever since. This means long and tiring days. However I really like hanging out with Clair she is such a sweet person and cares about me so. My Mom is coming up tomorrow to have lunch with Clair and I. That should be a good time. I will get to go shopping with my mom and probably go show her the wedding dresses. I can't wait.

Alot has upset me lately and I don't know how to go about dealing with it. I have had everything thrown at me at once and I don't think I CAN deal with it. I believe the best way for me to handle everything is by taking everything in stride and just dealing with them as they get tossed my way. I have had everything from School stuff to work stuff to friends stuff to family stuff to personal stuff.... It just keeps piling on top of each other until I feel like I am being barried under everything. I finally get a sense of peace about me and more stuff comes hurling at me. It makes me wonder...didn't God promise not to give me too much that I can't handle it? Obviously I am still ok but if he doesn't stop I am not going to be able to get out of the way anymore.

Thanksgiving is coming up I can't wait for that. A little time off work. I will be so happy to get to relax alittle bit.

I have to get back to work now.
Luv 2 all,
Erin

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